Last day of 2013 is moments away as I write this. I'm ready for it to pass. 2014 needs to, and must be, better.
A lot of the year has been extraordinary bad. Losing both parents just weeks apart. Taking the drugs that the doctors wanted to try, with side effects making life a nightmare, kept me down for a long time. Coping with another woman in my house, that I had no choice about, has nearly shoved me out the door. Vision deteriorating even more has made my world extremely small.
I'm not happy, but I'm working on it. I find joy where I can. I look for ways to be at peace. I put up with a lot of bad things, and in return, I get a home, provided for, and flowers every other week. I get a place to live safely as a low vision/blind person. Sounds pretty sad, even to me.
Please, please, please let 2014 be a good year.
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